mistake

being that late , i'm really sorry ... i got somethings going on can't really be here for day or two more ....
i don't like not writing for this long but what can i do !!
i'll be back as soon as i could . . . hope you all wait .
and this is some pics i like , wanted to share with you 
it's for a long hair goth guys (what can i say , i just love the long hair)

see they are hot !! LOL

hope you like them and i'll see you soon

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                                                                                               aphrodite

my life is gross

as i know ,  so is you we all (( humans)) do the most unbelievable things in the WORLD . . . don't pretend like you don't !! .. we all know you do . . .
so . .  i was searching online for some CUTE and GROSS stuff and i accidently found this pic :

i mean come on !!! for god sack ?!!!  you had your baby , just finish the whole thing already , don't stand there smiling like there is nothing showing out from you vegina !! most women just want this to end . (( for 17 y-d girl this is pretty gross )) .

so i thought i could talk about the most gross thing women do !! .. and the things i found are SHOCKING ! . now most of it  had to do with " down there " ?!! .......... yeah just read and try not to throw up , please . 

#this one under the name drip drip drip ?! .. says "watch my period drip out when i'm in the toilet " ..... really ??! 

#picking a long piece of hair out of your butt-crack .

#detangling your bush by slowly raking your fingers through it like a comb !!

#wear the same for ... an undetermined , yet very long time unless it smells !

this one might be not gross but it for sure SUPER WEIRD ... 

#stuck your finger in your pussy and taste it !

#this one says "been on period, sit on toilet and watch blood clots fall into water , makes cool swirly things " ....... what ??!!!

#poop so hard the tampon comes out .

#and the winner of the most insanely gross thing ever is this one she says : "this one time i had just woken up and i was on my period , and so things were a little moist down there , and i farted . but the fart didn't escape through my buttcheeks , no , it crawled up through my labia , and popped right at my clit . a little bloody fart bubble . it tickled . "  ... i was like .. no comment . . . . . . 

to be honest most of these thing or habits till NOW !! so i highly recommend to NOT try it at home , school or anywhere !!  ((LOL))

IT'S A SOCIAL DEATH for real ........ or just keep it for the deep deep you ! don't be like these women  . . .yes every thing you read wrote by a women ! .

hope you all enjoyed (didn't throw up all over the place ) LOL 

bye bye till the next time .......

a poet journal

 a dream

in visions of the dark night

have dreamed of joy departed-

but waking dream of life and light

  hath left me broken-hearted

ah ! what is not a dream by day

 to him whose eyes are cast

 on things around him with ray

turned back upon the past ?

that holy dream- that holy dream ,

 while all the world were chiding

 hath cheered me as a lovely beam
a lonely spirit guiding.

what though that light , thro' storm and night 

  so trembled from afar-

 what could there be more purely bright

 in truth's day-star ?

Edgar Allan Poe was an American author, poet, editor, and literary critic, considered part of the American Romantic Movement.one of the most greatest writers in the word , i really think he's the best (no offense for the others ) but he is !! .

for a girl in age of 17 i started reading his poems and tales for like .. what three years !? .. and every time i hold the book or open an ebook for his work my heart goes in unconscious phase ... it's like another world .. a world of my own ! .

feeling every word , every line . it's amazing how poetry make me feel , it's neither realty nor fantasy ! .

 poe's most recurring themes deal with questions of death, including its physical signs, the effects of decomposition, concerns of premature burial, the reanimation of the dead, and mourning Many of his works are generally considered part of the dark romanticism genre .

his writing reflects his literary theories, which he presented in his criticism and also in essays such as "The Poetic Principle". He disliked didacticism and allegory, though he believed that meaning in literature should be an undercurrent just beneath the surface. Works with obvious meanings, he wrote, cease to be art. He believed that work of quality should be brief and focus on a specific single effect. To that end, he believed that the writer should carefully calculate every sentiment and idea .

in simple words EDGAR ALLAN POE is eternality human being through his tales and poems .... speaking of it !! ... i leave you with this poem i wrote , hope you'll like it enjoy :

 MY CHOICE 

 he saw me with fully eyes

he saw me with smiles

he knew i'm hurting inside

he knew i wanna change , beside ..

i never included satisfied ...

i wanna be wild with others outside..

i wanna be the one you love with out terrified .

i wanna be the one ,

the one you choose

the one you lose

i want you to be the heart i  DECIDE . 

the perfect crime

* THE PERFECT CRIME was written by me considering the time i spend watching NCIS ,CSI NY ,MIAMI AND LA , BONES AND BLUE BLOODS , WHITE COLOR and many many others . from them i learned how to avoid making any mistakes .
for your info : no one was killed to proof it's right ((you can breath :) )) .
i know ! , i know ! ... what a sick mind would write about such a thing , right ? 
but hey ! we watch it ! , we like it !! , we talk about it !!! , why don't w learn it ?! .

o.k... now just pay attention and you'll probably need lots of intelligent  too :

first of all i'll divide it to parts
THE TIME PART , THE DO PART AND THE COVERING PART

1) the time part
our human being depend on having the things we want and desire , in your case YOU HAVE A DESIRE TO KILL , notice something here! , the person you want to kill will be dead , you can kill him/her now and get caught OR you can wait and plan for the whole thing first .
you need to be relaxed and calm don't lose your mind in an angry moment .
think about the consequences , take at least two weeks or so .
take in your mind to ((spy)) on your victim's life and their neighbor's too,their  habits , if he/she or the neighbors have a security cameras too . 
as i said take your time , you will need it

                                         

p.s. anything else you found on the web is not related to me .
                                                                                                                 to be continue next monday .

contents

as a beginner this blog won't be a daily one for quite some time , it will contain every thing i believe in , my thoughts and my opinions .. even policy (( if it makes any sense :p ))
though it would be nice to have some stable things (( unlike policy )) :

every monday : the perfect crime .
every tuesday : a poet journal .
every thursday : my life is gross .
the rest will depend on YOU guys , share your own ideas and thoughts . be a part of something special .

TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE "TOPICS" JUST FOLLOW ME .
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interoduction

user name : aphrodite dean

age : 17 years old

lives in the USA

f.b.  account : aphrodate dean 

thought it would be nice to introduce myself first and give a " hint " on me  

i'm goth girl , i write ((a poet)) i started three years ago (still beginner) . like almost all the weird things ;) .

believe in vampires and all supernatural creatures.

i made this blog cause i wanna write .. i love writing and discus different things and thoughts .

as a first day blogging i wanted to share this poem i wrote

 

                                                     wrong

is it o.k. ? ...to feel this way 

it's not right , but i can't fight

colors i see , passing behind me

smoothing the soul

pictures on the wall

of my life , of my death , of my fall

is it o.k. ?

just feel the way .. it's passing front of me

what could it be ?

is it me ? OR the colors i see ? .